okay training was kinda slack today wheee :D k lar and some stuffs kinda happend and al, then went into a sad mood ]:
-girl, tkcr okay. dont blame God for ending her life, and dont tear nomore. im sure she wont wanna see you in this state when shes looking at you from heaven's door. sure it hurts to lose someone so dear to you, but have you given a thought to those who care ? it hurts even more to those people to see you like this. dont cry anymore, its all fate. you have to move on yeap, and stay strong. you know you can, i know and i believe you can. because we all know yur one tough girl. so what if the toughest fall at times, they're called the toughest because they know how to get up and stand strong after falling. i believe you can, dont disappoint yurself. move on, stand strong and hold on tight to life's big roller coasterrr- ily dearie, yu've always been ther for me. now its my turn. :)